I repeated profusely like a mantra “I would not be here if GOD did not think I could handle this”.
This has lead to the questions of my ability: Am I really ready for this? Can I really handle this? Am I the right person? Time will tell.
On a lighter note I went to the Special Needs department there is so much work to be done, its going to be an amazing challenge and journey. I was speaking to a young lady who gave me a tour of the wards – she was born here within Pingalwara her mother was admitted whilst pregnant, she had been brought up like a daughter then Biji conducted her marriage and now she has a gorgeous little girl. She also works in the special needs department in the complex which was so heartwarming.
The children are amazing and there is so much unconditional love around but its about tuning in and channeling it appropriately.